While you... (Gotta Let You Go)

While i'm looking at you

i'm thinking of him

while you're saying i'm your blessing

i'm committing the greatest sin

while i'm wishing you were he

you're falling in love with me

i don't even have the guts to tell you

that wiht him is where i'd rather be

while i'm meeting your mother & sisters

i'm missing him dearly

while you're praying we that this will work

i'm thinking i want to be with him, clearly

while you're shoving love down my throat

i wish i was on his love boat

drifting away him and i

to where our love surpasses til the day we die

while i'm writing this poem

you're thinking of me

while i'm thinking of him

and what we're destined to be

these words are my own

from my heart they are honest

i think it's best we separate

and i go where my heart is....

*ALMOST*

You were everything I wanted
Almost everything I would need
We were so close to happiness
Into my imagination I continue to feed
Your hand I almost held
Your love I almost felt
Your lips almost near mine
Just the though of that makes me melt
Our spirits almost intertwined
You give me your heart and I'll give you mine
A trust as genuine as outs
Would have been something others couldn't define
Your heart beat would be all I'd hear
Almost there but not too near
Waiting for you to take a deep breath
And whisper soft words in my ear
I almost thought we were there
We were so close yet so far away
I still wonder when I see your face
Will our you and me ever be "US" one day

I wish...

Love....
A word i've seldomly experienced
but i want it so much i believe love can be found
in your simple touch
i wish you knew
my writings are about you
i wish you knew my feelings are true
i can't seem to pursue you for fear is in the way
i think you will ignore me
and go about your day
i wish girls could see us and wish that you were theirs
i wish you could feel what i feel
although I'm here and you're there
i thought i stood a chance
me and you vs. the world
you would be my only guy and i your only girl.
I know this isn't infatuation, a crush, but yes it's a dream
I know it's a dream because guys like you don't exist it seems
I'm tired of writing my feelings for you and keeping them bottled up
I'll get the strength to tell you the way i feel one day
But as for now my writing is the only way I'll say what I WISH to say