I wish...

Love....
A word i've seldomly experienced
but i want it so much i believe love can be found
in your simple touch
i wish you knew
my writings are about you
i wish you knew my feelings are true
i can't seem to pursue you for fear is in the way
i think you will ignore me
and go about your day
i wish girls could see us and wish that you were theirs
i wish you could feel what i feel
although I'm here and you're there
i thought i stood a chance
me and you vs. the world
you would be my only guy and i your only girl.
I know this isn't infatuation, a crush, but yes it's a dream
I know it's a dream because guys like you don't exist it seems
I'm tired of writing my feelings for you and keeping them bottled up
I'll get the strength to tell you the way i feel one day
But as for now my writing is the only way I'll say what I WISH to say